Saturday, April 23, 2016

When others ask me if i pursue any of my activities, i say no. Then i proceed to give a list of reasons why i do not follow them and sound very silly in the meantime.

Wish i could read or paint again!!

Saturday, March 05, 2016

I wanted to key in something in yesterday. But could not. And had an inkling of what I wanted to write. Now, when i sitting and thinking of writing, i wonder what to write on.

Saturday, February 27, 2016

What do i write?

I want to talk to somebody, this is when futile thoughts occur to me.

I am waiting to land a job in Bangalore. With each week, the desperation increases. Maybe there are different levels of desperation. I don't know.

Sunday, February 07, 2016

I have been busy with work lately. Have been reading and writing quite a lot at work, that even though I wanted to write for myself, I couldn't. My reading also has come down.

Yesterday when I was at a neighbourhood park, I overheard a girl telling another not to overreact. Then I thought, maybe the vocabulary of today's children is more vibrant than ours. I should get used to it.

On the other hand, I am waiting to return to Bengaluru for good in the next few months. I really want to shift my base. Nothing's turned out yet, and I am trying not to get very anxious from being anxious already. I really hope and I really want to.

Tuesday, January 19, 2016

I was in a nearby park in the evening today where I interacted with a school-going boy who was there with a friend. The boy with whom I was talking was talking a little gibberish and then I missed Mysore.

My friends also spoke gibberish and do so even to this day. And now, when I am in the north and my friends down south, I miss such talk, although it does not make much sense. Its just a couple of people yapping away. It makes you feel glad.

I miss writing. The last weekend, I was at the Sangeet Natak Akademi and listened to some beautiful music on the shehnai. It was soothing. Also saw a nice Kannada play. There was a festival going on where they had invited artists from across the country.

This is not connected to what is there above. I saw that there are a couple of spelling errors in the earlier posts. Sorry for that. Will try to key things correctly hence forth.

Saturday, January 09, 2016

So, the last post was indeed the last one for the last year. Wanted to write something else before the year ended.

As I mentioned, I saw the movie - Lakshmi. It was the first such movie without tearing up, some scenes are pretty poignant. Maybe I saw it alone, that's why. Maybe, I can watch such movies without getting agitated or emotional. I want to be emotionally strong when a situation requires it. That said I don't want be harsh either.

Hope this year brings new and nice things to you all!!

Friday, December 25, 2015

Maybe this is the last post for this year. I have been wanting to say something here for the past few days, but today, I guess is a day. Random thoughts.

Its been four years since S passed on. There are times when I remember him multiple times in a day, guess that's how the mind works. There are times when I am so much into my routine, that I don't remember him at all. I guess, that's how its going to be. Maybe my thoughts on him will get less frequent, as I interact with other people. Guess, that's how things are in our lives.

Saw Lakshmi today. Its a movie on women trafficking and prostitution. The story is, maybe repeated a few times, but some scenes are very good, those might be dramatic which go to a further extent. The movie also has songs, which frankly were not necessary in the plot. That said, my judgement of movies is not exactly good, so, on seeing it, you might find it dramatic.

Saturday, December 12, 2015

I think that all my posts since the last few years should be labelled 'random'. As most are indeed random stuff.

As i have cupped my left palm on my nose, I can smell the mild fragrance of the soap that I use to wash my hand. To breathe in the fragrance again, I bring my palm close to my nose repeatedly, until the mild fragrance is worn out. As I am keying the words in, I have titled my head a little to the right, and my loose hair touches my cheek.

It is winter and Delhi is getting cold. But, it is also the time when the sun is not scorching and you go around in Delhi.

Thursday, November 19, 2015

We are such selfish creatures. Our wishlist never ends, we are never really satisfed.

Saturday, November 14, 2015

Scenes from Fort Kochi - 1

A boy turns his bicycle near the cobblestoned pavement in front of the police station. His face lit up when the cycle and he started to rattle when he pedalled on the cobblestones.